7th Entry

ADDENDUM: 9/28/14 Three years after this post was made, I am realizing: WHAT THE HECK, TIM? WHY WERE YOU SO ANGSTY? Well, with that being said, don't say I didn't warn you.
This next post is reeeeeaaaaallly angsty. Read at your own risk.


Good evening. (Or perhaps morning)
I decided that it is about time I tell you a little about myself in this entry.
I won't go to far in depth but, I will give some details.


For a while now, I have been quite jealous of couples kissing, holding hands in front of me and in such places like the hallways in school. I suppose that it's normal to feel this way, and it's not a big deal. Although, there is one very particular reason why this makes me more jealous then others.

I have never had a first kiss.
I have never kissed a girl.

Now I'm not sure about the rest of you, but I think it's a little odd.
I am almost 19 and I have never kissed.
Why? Perhaps it is because I am very, very shy. Maybe I'm not a guy that girls would want to kiss. Maybe I haven't known a girl long enough to get to that point. Maybe I am really shy.

The reason may actually be because of my shyness towards girls. I do not know where exactly this shyness came about but I'm thinking that it's probably the reason why. I have never been around girls that often. In fact, I had my first female friend when I was 14. I have never hung out with girls at school or anything before this point. I used to be terrified of girls through out my elementary school days. Luckily, that's not the case now in high school.

I know 13 year olds and younger who have kissed and it annoys me. Why can't they wait until they are older? Sheesh. Seeing or even hearing about people kiss in general makes me feel a little...bleh. Well, I guess I realized one thing: I haven't been motivated enough to actually kiss a girl.

Now, don't get me wrong. I'm not saying that I don't want to kiss- I'm saying that it's not a big deal at all.

It is not a priority. The time will come but, until then: Please, no kissing in front of me, thanks.

6th Entry: My Car

My, my, it has been quite some time since my last entry. I must have lost track of time or something because, I made only TWO posts in 2010.  Only two, and one of them is just a video and not an actual post. I can honestly say that I'm disappointed with myself on this. Perhaps, I may have been way too busy with work and school to spend time on the internet. Pfft, no way. I guess you can say that I completely forgot that I have a web log and never logged in. Well, whatever the case, I am updating it again. Maybe just for a few months and then forgetting about it again. Who knows... I will try to keep this current, even if no one else on the planet reads this at least I know that I'm jotting things down.

So, now back to business.

I don't think anything amazing or even remotely awesome has happened recently. At least, none worthy of sharing here. I don't think I can even remember anything that has happened in the past year or so. Well, I'm going to start fresh. A clean slate, if you will. Some of my older posts were a little...weird, I guess.  I don't really know what I was thinking back then.

So, things that are happening now...
Um... School, friends, winter. Not a whole lot. I did get my first car a couple months ago. That could be considered eventful. It is a red, 2002 Pontiac Sunfire. I paid only $750 for it, out of pocket. My dad contributed $750 as well for a net total of $1,500. Sounded like a pretty good deal to me. It had 210,000 miles on it (which is considerably high for a 2002) but, it was sporty and compact so I had to get it.
Also, considering I have car, that means I probably have a license somewhere in my possession. I got that in August and I consider that pretty eventful in addition to the car.

I think my car is in need of a name. My friend has suggested "Cherry Bomb" but, I am open to other ideas. If you have one then feel free to let my know.

Well, that about sums it up for now. It's 11:56pm right now and I better head off to bed for I have school in the morning. Until next time, sleep well.
Zzzz...